It’s been a while

And it will be a long while in between posts.

My life has changed quite substantially over the last 7 months. And there is precious little time for blog entries now. Priorities have shifted and life has so many lessons to be learned and experienced carne rather than from behind a book cover or even, heaven forbid, a keyboard and computer screen.

Mistakes have been made but they are points of learning, reflection, goalsetting and mindsetting for future endeavours. And there has been some good experiences too (since when does life consist only ever of one of these types of events?).

And so I journey on, with the Lord at the front of me and with my loved one on my right hand side and others who love and care about us surrounding us.

Time for a shower followed by sleep. A new day and week beckons in the morning. Deo gratias.



Palm Sunday 2011

The Donkey

When fishes flew and forests walked
And figs grew upon thorn,
Some moment when the moon was blood
Then surely I was born.

With monstrous head and sickening cry
And ears like errant wings,
The devil’s walking parody
On all four-footed things.

The tattered outlaw of the earth,
Of ancient crooked will;
Starve, scourge, deride me: I am dumb,
I keep my secret still.

Fools! For I also had my hour;
One far fierce hour and sweet:
There was a shout about my ears,
And palms before my feet.

G.K. Chesterton

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Ash Wednesday 2011

Lord almighty and God of our ancestors, you who made heaven and earth in all their glory: All things tremble with awe at your presence, before your great and mighty power. Immeasurable and unsearchable is your promised mercy, for you are God, Most High. You are full of compassion, long-suffering and very merciful, and you relent at human suffering. O God, according to your great goodness, you have promised forgiveness for repentance to those who have sinned against you. The sins I have committed against you are more in number than the sands of the sea. I am not worthy to look up to the height of heaven, because of the multitude of my iniquities. And now I bend the knee of my heart before you, imploring your kindness upon me. I have sinned, O God, I have sinned, and I acknowledge my transgressions. Unworthy as I am, you will save me, according to your great mercy. For all the host of heaven sings your praise, and your glory is for ever and ever.
– The Prayer of Manasseh 1a, 2, 4, 6, 7a, b, 9a, c, 11, 12, 14b, 15b

Collect for Ash Wednesday (from the CoE’s Common Worship)
Almighty and everlasting God,
you hate nothing that you have made
and forgive the sins of all those who are penitent:
create and make in us new and contrite hearts
that we, worthily lamenting our sins
and acknowledging our wretchedness, may receive from you, the God of all mercy,
perfect remission and forgiveness;
through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord,
who is alive and reigns with you,
in the unity of the Holy Spirit,
one God, now and for ever. Amen.

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A prayer for New Zealand

The Collect for New Zealand from A New Zealand Prayer Book (He Karakia Mihinare o Aotearoa)

E te Atua o te Moana-nui-a-Kiwa,
me enei motu, o te iwi Maori, te iwi Pakeha,
me ratou katoa e noho nei i tenei wahi.
Ka whakamoemiti,
ka whakawhetai ki a koe mo tenei whenua o matou;
mo nga mea pai katoa kua whiwhi tahi nei matou.
Whakanuia to matou aroha tetahi ki tetahi,
whakakahangia to matou whai i te tika
kia kotahi ai matou i runga i te whakaaro kotahi.
Kua hanga matou e koe hei toto kotahi;
i raro i tenei whakaaro kotahi.

Seeing the devastation in Christchurch today on the news was heartbreaking.

The photos of ChristChurch Cathedral (and its devastated spire), a beautiful Gothic-designed cathedral, spoke volumes about how devastating this earthquake was. Other coverage I saw on Channel Ten’s evening news coverage while I was having dinner made the impact on individuals, families, communities and the economy even more shocking and clear to me.

Apart from my prayers for Bp. Victoria Matthews and the clergy and faithful of the Diocese of Christchurch (her cathedra is in ChristChurch Cathedral) my prayers are with Prime Minister John Key and his government as they go through rescue, recovery and rebuilding operations yet again in Christchurch after the earthquake that hit the city just only last year, in 2010. And last but not least, with the people of Christchurch and the surrounding regions. You Kiwis are made of strong stuff and you will get through this. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you and those in the emergency and disaster relief services.

E te Ariki, kia aroha mai.
E te Karaiti, kia aroha mai.
E te Ariki, kia aroha mai.

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Everything prayer

Ordinary Time 7 – Sunday

God be in my head, and in my understanding;
God be in mine eyes, and in my looking;
God be in my mouth, and in my speaking;
God be in my heart, and in my thinking;
God be at mine end, and at my departing.

Sarum Primer, 1558


God in my living, there in my breathing
God in my waking, God in my sleeping
God in my resting, there in my working
God in my thinking, God in my speaking

Be my everything, be my everything
Be my everything, be my everything

God in my hoping, there in my dreaming
God in my watching, God in my waiting
God in my laughing, there in my weeping
God in my hurting, God in my healing

Be my everything, be my everything
Be my everything, be my everything

Christ in me, Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
You are everything

Christ in me, Christ in me
Christ in me the hope of glory
Be my everything

Be my everything, be my everything
Be my everything, be my everything
You are everything, Jesus everything
Jesus everything, You are everything

“Everything” – Tim Hughes, 2005

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